put up on September 21, 2009
All I really have left is myself, the car, and what little I have in it.
Because my friends in my hometown made me a stranger by abandoning me I have lost all my property. As the Messiah, I assure you that you cannot take it with you. And also in the Kingdom of Heaven your property matters not one bit. I am still left scratching my head that if there are so many that love me and care, why did they avoid me when I was in trouble?
So much of this nonsense could have been avoided. Just reimbursing me for this Charade would have kept me sane, or at least saner than I have been. People want to comfort me now? The same people that walked away when I asked for help? That walked past while I slept in my car? Your unwillingness and inability to relate, listen, help, and follow directions is why everything I worked so hard to hold onto has been bought at a tiny fraction of what it is worth by God knows who. I had items that had sentimental value to me. Things I worked very hard to build all by myself. And because I went along with this foolish Charade my credit was ruined and everyone only sees my outside and sends me on my way.
I cannot believe so many of you are that callous and ridiculous. In theory you want me, but in reality you treat me like a problem. I am not here to feed your need for movie or record material. I am not here to feed your ego. I am not here to give away all I ever had for free. But when the world I have saved TWICE gangs up on me and cannot even recognize me in person, then you get what you deserve. People who believe in public opinion forgiveness are in for a rude awakening. It was public opinion that got me crucified; as if people could determine when miracles are allowed.
WELCOME TO THE WORST CASE, GOD FORBID SCENARIO. I did not just drop out of the sky. You could have tried harder years ago.
We will see...